Yeah, so I haven't writting in a while, typing this actually feels kinda weird, but I need to do this rite now, I guess cuz I have no where else to vent. 

So let me begin on my horrible day. Well I woke up late for work this morning.  I wuz suppose to be there at 11:30am but I woke up at 11:31.  My mom literally had to shake me awake, and when I woke up it felt like I had a hang-over or something, cuz I wuz all lethargic and didn't wanna get outta bed and I basically felt like shit.  I don't kno exactly why I felt that way, cuz I got 10 hours of sleep last night, but maybe I slept too long, cuz I usually only get 6 hours of sleep @ night and function just fine. 

So I get to work and all day long itz so fucking busy.  And I don't mind being busy, but I was so out of it, that I couldn't even work the computer 2day. Even the most simple functions like printing out an old label, I couldn't even think of the correct buttons to press, it wuz like I was high on weed or something, when I haven't even had any for a month and a half.  I mean, i guess I'm frustrated cuz I don't kno wut's going on with my body.  cuz when I wuz a stoner @ least I knew wut wuz wrong with me, but 2day I wuz totally clueless to wut wuz going on in my body.  And to add to the fact that I felt like crap and I couldn't work the computers 2day, we were also receiving "stupid" calls and requests.  Freakin' A, I mean someone called up and didn't even kno how to call in a refill, others were calling to tell us to call their doctors to receive new prescriptions when they should be calling the doc to call the pharmacy for the new script, and then running insurance wuz like hell all day long.  We kept on getting error messeges and prior Authorizations and the guests were getting pist cuz they couldn't have their prescriptions.

That's just the beginning.  So I found out yesterday that Billy wuzn't coming with us to that Lake Geneva water Park which is great, but now mom won't let me drive by myself with jude back home early, so now I'm trying to figure out a way for Jude to be able to come with us and get home in time for his finals at school.  Itz stressful.  Then I had to go to the Filipino store to buy some shanghi eggrolls for the Luau @ Dorothy's 2marrow.  The eggrolls weren't hard to find, but then I had to get some sweet and sour sauce, and that in itself wuz a total bitch.  I couldn't find and sweet and sour anywhere in the store.  The store is like this tiny ass shack of a store and I couldn't find the S&S by myself.  finally i asked the owner for help and she found it, it wuz right in front of my eyes rite in front of the eggrolls!

Now after that I called up Gina cuz she said she wanted to chill 2nite, and then she tells me that she's already made plans with Fabian, and I"m just thinking 2 myself, "I can't believe u just made plans to hang out with trash!"  of course I didn't say that to her.   I just told her that it wuz okay and that we would hang out later during the weekend or during the week.  Then I call up Ryan cuz he said he wanted to drink this weekend, and it endz up that he can't cuz he and his band are going to Marquett Univeristy near some place called Zion.  I mean good 4 the guy, I hope he has fun, but now wut am I suppose to do,  and I know that i"m souding selfish rite now, but I can't help that, I think I'm having Male PMS or something.  I even ended up asking Russel's sisters if they heard of male pms and they said that they did, and we concluded that that's wut I have 2day.  And then Russ wuz wondering he I wanted to hang out 2night too.  He didn't really ask me directly but he wuz like asking all day, "So Vic, wut r u doing 2night"  and I answered him all day, "I think i'm gonna chill w/ Gina or drink with Ryan" but obviously those plans have been cancelled now.  So Russell, Vince P., Dan, and Russ's sister's r going somewhere in downtown 2night.  I don't feel like goin downtown 2night so I never asked if I could go, even though Russ has been indirectly asking all day if I wanted to go with, but guess that I have no $$$ I spent it all this week, so even if wanted to go along, I couldn't have.  Itz amazing how fast $$$ disappears when it gets into my hands.  

And I also worked out 2day with Russel, to be honest, I felt that 2day wuz the shittiest workout for me.  I didn't even wanna go 2day, but I pushed myself, convincing myself that if I worked out 2day that I'd feel better....I don't.  So that's my day, maybe next time I write, I'll be able to write something happier. 

I'm feel so good this morning, actually I feel kinda sore.  I went out bar hopping with my nursing girls last night.  I didn't get back until 4 in the morning.  We were celebrating the final that we had all passed.  I'm so glad that we took that final already and that we know our grades, cuz I was getting really stressed and moody lately over my grade in nursing.  So now we can all start over on a clean new plate.  I only have 3 more nursing classes to go before I graduate!  Oh yeah, back to bar hopping.  It wuz a blast!  I was with Maylene, Meliza, Kira, Keri, Belissa, Leslie, Justine (Leslie's friend), Liz, and Ed.  I had my brother's ID to get into the bars plus I had a bunch of sexy women with me, so even if they didn't take my ID, they would definitely take my friends.  hehehe, Talk about friends with benefits.  Plus I didn't have to pay any cover charge either nor anything for drinks, cuz all the nursing girls would pole dance and put up a show, and afterwards get free drinks which of course they'd share with me.  So they only cash that I really spent was at Denny's for the late nite munchies, which we went to after the bar.   And damn can Maylene dance,  I didn't know she had moves like that.  I had so much with with her last night.  It was as if we just clicked rite off the bat.  I mean I knew she wuz coming bar hopping we us this time (she's never come with us before) and I wuz kinda excited bout that, cuz I wanted to try some new game, but I'm not the type to move too quickly or make myself too obvious.  But anywayz, went we hit the bars and the dance floor, we were like peanut butter and jelly.  We just stuck to each other the entire time, and with her dancing really fun, cuz to both of us, dancing is dancing.  Dancing isn't a relationship with commitment, so we were just going all out on each other, and not only could she grind and girate, but she had hip-hop moves of her own that even I could bite.  I couldn't believe that we would get along so easily.  I saw Meliza watching me and Maylene, and she just have me a slight smile and thumbs up.  She's such an older sister to me.  Well I'll be going out again on Saturday and I think Maylene's going to be there too.  Till then Adios

I've been really busy lately.  I feel like I haven't had time for myself in a while, other than for sleeping which I don't think I even get enuf of.  I had Jury duty yesterday at the Daley Center in Downtown.  I took the Metra to Union Station and then walked the rest of the way.  It was interesting, cuz it was the first time I went downtown by myself, by train.  I ended up getting chosen as a juror which was a great experience but took a lot of time.  I got paid $17.20 for that day as a juror and I also got to skip clinicals.  But today I have 2 go to work. AAAHHHHH!!!! I never have time just to chill and do nothing.  I'm so sick of this semester already.  Can't I just graduate already and get over with it.  Anywayz I have to do laundry right now. laterz

Just had another day at clinical.  I went to the Cardiac Catheterazaton lab and I didn't have any patients.  Instead I just observed, talked to radiological techincians, other nurses, and cardiologists, and ate a bunch of girl scout cookies; you know the ones with carmel chocolate and coconut on them.  There was this awesome techincian there and we split the box.  It wuz so much fun!  I learned a bunch of new stuff about that part of the hospital and everyone was nice, unlike at Ressurections telemetry floor where almost every nurse is a total bitch

Anywayz, I have a bunch of reading to do still.  My first test in this nursing semester is on monday.  AAAHH!H!H!H!H!H!H .  We're doing heart stuff and learning to read and interpret EKG's, you know those things that look like graph paper with a bunch of squiggly lines.  It's so hard to read those.

I wuz feeling kinda "bitchy" yesterday.  Like I didn't want to read or do anything; that is until I went to work.  One of my co-workers told me that he wuz changing his major and that he wanted to become a pharmacist.  And I wuz like, laughing and cracking up inside cuz he's seems like the last person to say something like that.  Like he runs the pharmacy well and he's good at retail, but knowing each and every drug is a totally different ball park.  I don't  think that he's knows what he's exactly getting himself into.  But Me, being the good supportive person I am, told him that he could do it, school will be hard, and to just stick to it and never give up.....you know, the normal encouraging cliche.  But whatever, he wuz all hyped about it, so I just let him be excited.

Well i gotta read and do a bunch of NCLEX questions to reveiw for mondays test.

Ahh, I just had my first day of school, and it wuz at the hospital.  It wasn't horrible cuz all it wuz wuz orientation, but then after that we had to go to lab and get tested on suctioning, and then class where we also had a quiz about heart circulation which I totally aced.  So here I am.  Sitting here all tired doing nothing.  Actually I just checked my e-mail and did this attraction survey and it asked questions about like who're you're most attracted to. 

I didn't finish that survey cuz I got to this section where you click on faces that you find most attractive, you can click on as many or as few as you liked.  After literaly 2 minutes of doing that, I felt sorta really superficial judging people's looks, so I just quit the survey! hahaha, who'da ever thought that I'd get tired of doing something like that.  Maybe I'm just tired.

Oh yeah, one of my brothers hasn't been home for 2 days and my parents are worried, but of course i'm not.  I"m totally happy about him not being home, it's like a little vacation, but he'll be back tonight or something so I'm gonna enjoy him out of the house as long as possible. 

2night is the O.C. night so we're all gonna sit in front of the t.v. drinking beers and watching that wonderful California Show! hell yeah! We're such dorks, some of us don't even like watching the O.C., but it's just another excuse to get together and drink. hehehe!

I still have to fold clothes and fix the head light on my car.  I've been driving for the last few days without a front left head light.  I wuz wondering why i needed to use my bright while driving in the forest,  I found out yesterday that it hasn't been working, and I just bought a new head light bulb 2day.  But my owners manual for my SUV doesn't have instructions on how to fix the head light so maybe I"ll have to get my Uncles help again.....Damn I'm broke I need like to get a new job or stop spending....stop spending,,,damn am I wasteful.

Okay i'm out for now.